meI live in Denver, Colorado and drink too much.


The End.

Hello. My name is Cat.



Vielleicht bin ich müde…

For those of you who enjoy my work, my next tumblr.com post will be prose.  I promise.

A personal rant (caution!  the following two paragraphs may contain emotion, self-discovery dribble):

Today, I came to the startling conclusion that I have severe ”daddy” issues.  Also, severe “mommy” issues.  Fuck.  Let’s go with the all-inclusive disturbingly deep parental problems.  Shouldn’t I have outgrown this as a teenager? 

Perhaps this is the reason why I keep pushing my family away.  I used to talk with my parents several times a week when I first started college.  Now that I’m in my mid-twenties, they’re damned well lucky if I feel like calling them once a month.  As I’ve aged, I realized that the spacious generation gap between us will never be filled, even as I mature.  I’ve always have and I always will vie.w the world differently.



And now for the good stuff (other blogger participation is appreciated!):

I’ve recently developed this intense phobia of bed bugs.  My fear has grown so intense that I have not been able to sleep.  I keep fretting over whether they are infesting my mattress/bedroom or not.  While I am 99% that my fear is completely irrational, my brain is overwhelmed with immense paranoia.  I can’t sleep!!!  Last night, I googled bed bugs from 1:30am until 5:30am.  I then proceeded to flip my mattress and scan my boxspring for an additional hour.  After I managed to fall asleep at 6:45am, I woke up every half an hour due to a recurring nightmare about bed bugs.  Unfortunately, I had to get ready for work at 9am.  *sigh*

So here are my questions.  If you know, please answer:

  1. Will I know if I have bed bugs?
  2. Do they bite frequently?
  3. Wouldn’t my cat who sleeps on my bed already be aware of them?